Love not so simple...
Tuesday, June 9, 2009
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Jz to let u all knw i jz broke up. no mood. Shld hav jz crash in the plane while i was coming bk frm Cambodia, anyways who cares anymore. i was wondering, r u reli sad? Was it ur mom or u? I dnt think im ur tarzan since along time ago. Wen we broke, u were like ntg. Ur msg were still filled wit smily emoticans. N wen i say i no mood, ur reply was : Hey! i said sry. Tat reli reli reli reli made things worst. tears was seriously flowing out of my eyes in the taxi. n my sis saw. so i told her to shut up n i was jz tired n yawn-ed. Seriously, nw is June of 9. to compare with the word forever is no whr near. Forever is nt even near 1 year, 5 years, 10 years, 100 years, is nt even closed is unending. Which i felt ur love for me ended a few days ago. the 1st week of holidays u were bz i knw n u only replied 9 msg. in a week. I dnt mine for u r bz n u told me ur hp gt prob. Bt wen u accidentally sent a wrong msg which was supose to send to ur petbro which is goin to NS for 3 months. I was speechless, u said ur hp gt prob. n u said u were bz. u did nt reply me bt him. Well obviously u cared abt him more thn me. since holidays started everynight i cnt sleep, everynight tears flows out. U knw y?? I was affaird this day would come, i was affaird u would leave me. n it came. i did nt tell u tis cuz i believed in u. I GAVE ALL OF MY HEART TO U!!!! n u jz let it go. N if u gt no feeling 4 me, y nt jz say? y so much reasons here reasons thr? Many cpl have prob too. bt thy nvr tot of letting go. well u did. tis made me thing im longer in ur eyes. Invisible to u. Well i guess u cn find some1 else nw. Have a happy life. =) Well mayb it was a punishment to me for my ex. im sry Well mayb its like wt Guan say dept for dept. I have to pay for wat i've done. U r still in my heart. Bt im sure im no longer in ur heart bt jz a normal kor. Its alrite. Its ur life. Bt jz to let u knw. Next time to ur other bf, b4 u tel them to be together 4eva. Think twice, understand the word 4eva b4 u use it. I hurts to knw wen u say 4eva while its jz 3 months + while our 4th month is waiting jz around the block at 14th June. Well I would reli love to hear u say; U Love me 1 more time, The Hugs u gave me, Ur warm hand, n The touch of ur Lips, Well i Guess my 4eva ends at 3 months + Bt Thx for the time u gave me. Thx for everyting. I still love u even how pain it is. Bt i cnt do a thing. You Gave me a life, n U as well took it away frm me. Your so kind. Making me so in love wit u n ended up leaving me thr. Yet i cnt let u go. Well jz wan u to knw. 爱有多少，付出也要有多少 爱情不是单行道 他(她)的好更不是理所当然 生气时，想想他(她)的可爱 抱怨时，想想他(她)的委屈 冷战时，想想他(她)的温柔 两人懂得付出，爱就会久远.... 毕竟，真心相爱并不容易，不要轻言别离 [送心爱的人回家；哪里都顺路!] If u dnt understand ask a person who knws chinese. mayb Shawn is rite. Mayb u dnt fully understand the meaning of love yet.... Im sry for all the harsh word. If i get any part wrong, jz tell me. The Chinese poem means; How much you love the person is also how much effort you need to put in, Love is not an easy road, His/Her outlook is not the most important, The times when ur angry, just thing about his/her cute times, The times when ur complaining, just thing about his/her effort to you, The times when urhaving a cold war, just thing about the times you had together, If you both were to put in effort, ur relationship will last long, Therefore, True love is not easy to maintain, do not give up that easily. [Send ur loves one home, anytime, anywhere, anyway would not be troublesome!] I changed some of the words. And any wrong translation pls feel free to tell me. Well Readers, have a HAPPY and WONDERFULL LIFE. We have to learn to move on........ |
